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I am alive.

*insert generic excuse here*

I’ll update Monday evening, pinky promise.

I know I’ve neglected this blog as far as updates go, but I’ve slapped myself across the wrist for it. Things just came up – you know, as they do – and life sucked, and then ice cream was eaten, and then life resumed pleasantly. I still laugh like a hyena and I still dance like George Michael circa ‘Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go‘, which are both indications that I am A-okay.

lonliness sucks ! …just in case you didn’t know.

yeah..

I try to keep myself busy…but it doesn’t seem to work. I don’t know what to do..how to feel..except sad

And it sucks…so, so much.

my world..alphabet style.

So..instead of complaining or ranting about the craziness that is my life.. I decided to do a kinda fun blog. Feel free to do this on your blog…could possibly make an awesome party game too! Enjoy

A – addictions are horrible..but I have 4. They are ( in no particular order) : Starbucks, make-up, cigarettes & music. I’m pretty much no good without a combination of the 4.

B – I’ve been told I make the best brownies on Earth. yay me!

C – I am deathly afraid of clowns. seriously.

D – I have the cutest dog on the east coast. don’t hate

E – Ebay is the work of satan! …and I can’t get enough.

F – my favorite fruits are grapes & pears..but only if both are ice cold.

G – green has quickly become my favorite color.

H – I was suppose to born on Halloween..could explain why I’m so evil ? bwahaha

I – my favorite ice cream is dulce de leche by haagen daaz.. heaven on earth.

J – I was obsessed with the jungle gym when I was a child. I have no idea why.

K – it pissed me off when people spell words that begin with a C with a K ; i.e : kan’t, kould, etc.

L – I have a piece of land in St. Croix courtesy of my great aunt

M - I adore music.. and my favorite kinds are 80’s soft rock & old school R&B.

N – Nikki Giovanni is the greatest writer to ever walk the planet in my eyes. Her words touch me in a place that I didn’t know existed.

O – My mommy made the WORST oatmeal ever..but I always ate it anyway

P – I am a superb phlebotomist. One of bosses swears I was a vampire in a past life.

Q – One of my former co-workers is a quarterback for the NY Sharks ( woman’s tackle football team).

R – I read A LOT. I own over 300 books and that isn’t counting the ones I’ve loaned out and never got back.

S – My favorite singer is Diana Ross.

T – My dream job was to become a teacher… I’m still thinking about it.

U – When I pack to go out of town, I always pack too many undies. Guess I’m afraid I’ll get the runs or something. =I

V - I am still very good friends with the person who I gave my virginity to.

W - Although I am a native NYer, I was born in Washington, DC.

X – My gummie bears’ name is Xavier .. and me make me happy beyond belief.

Y – I watch TONS of videos on YOUTUBE .. and this is my favorite. Deland <3333 go lakers!  

Z – One of my favorite holiday activities to going to the Bronx Zoo … it’s absolutely beautiful then.

Until next time … xoxo

please enjoy the music while your party is being reached.

wordless wednesday.

round peg + square hole = disaster.

I have tried for a long time to be an optimistic person. I try to see things for what they can be…not what they are now. There are situations going on in my life right now, though, that are making me realize one thing.

Sometimes, you have to let go.

Everything is not meant for everybody..and sometimes, the hardest thing you can do is come to that realization. I found myself fighting for a relationship that isn’t conducive to my sanity.  Fighting for something that was doomed from the door and I tried to make it work, even thought I knew all along it never would. I feel cheated..and lied to..and hurt. But, at the same time..

I feel free.

And I realize, I can’t blame them for being reckless with my heart…because I allowed it to go on. I am the keeper of my mind, body & soul..and it’s my job to make sure the right person gets it…at the right time.

I remember when I lost my mind.

I’ve been really consumed lately with my own thoughts…which is why I haven’t blogged. I just have so much to say, but none of it makes sense to anyone but me. So I’m going to take the weekend to sort everything out.. and start fresh Monday morning.

I will say this… I truly believe that the people in my life are conspiring – they are trying to make me CRAZY!!!!

But, I’ll explain on Monday

forgive me?

I know I’m been really bad about updating. I’ve been out & about enjoying the summer breeze . But since the weather is suppose to be crappy for the rest of the week, I promise to give you a nice long post tomorrow. I’ll forfeit wordless wednesday for tmw.

Thank you SOOOOO to all of my readers & everyone who has left comments! I love you guys <3